But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 2 Corinthians 12:9
Dear Friends,
I created a new word during our recent trek to Rwanda: it’s called “weaknesstrength” and represents an advancement in my personal theology…..one of those things that seems so obvious after you see it that you wonder how you hadn’t seen it before.
“Weaknesstrength” consists of our weakness enveloped in His strength. Now I have always been of the opinion that His strength should replace my weakness whenever necessary, especially if I asked. Now I have realized that this is not actually what is promised. Running through the many verses in 2Corinthians related to this subject, I notice that in most instances it is understood that the weak person remains in weakness. And then God’s strength comes alongside or over top or around that weakness. Not the way I would have chosen, but then it’s a good thing these decisions are not up to me.
We had a tremendous trip — I would even dare to say the best trip I have ever had to Africa in many ways. But it still involves many challenges of various kinds. For me health is always a factor, fatigue another, the difficulty of not speaking the local language, the maniacal driving, the numbers of attendees at sessions being triple what was planned for, the baboons glaring at you and wanting your potato chips… Then there are other challenges such as trying to help the rest of the team have a great experience, interpreting cultural signs that you don’t understand, and figuring out how to process the stories of the people you meet in such a way that your hope and trust in Christ remain intact.
Of course that’s when my own peculiar weaknesses start to seep out. I pray that He would take away my weakness and replace it with His strength. I see His strength coming through so that others receive what they need but I continue to be very in touch with my weaknesses. Which is where my faulty theology and expectation come in. I wait for His strength to replace my weakness which mostly doesn’t happen. Instead I get to have some “weaknesstrength”: His strength as a fortress and refuge for my weakness. And we walk ahead together — me in Him, and Him in me. It’s not always pleasant, but I do recommend it.
Grace and peace to you,
Beth Wood (Halifax Metro Vineyard)



































